Fear This fear got me held captive You wanna see if I'm reactive Keep listening to the beat I'm not gonna repeat It's hard to keep up with everyone's thought of me Well I'm a human being Tangled with emotions and hatred Giving my heart out, leaving me naked Just imagine my minds like a cell These bars riddled with fear I'm under a spell Waiting for something bad to appear Just so I can sit here and dwell All of the bad times, I hold dear I can't let go, I wanna repel It's clear I haven't done my time Everytime I can't rhyme My sentence gets longer, it's a crime My thinking goes into overtime If only fear will allow me to climb I could be at my prime Rather than rewriting every line Maybe this is a sign That I should stop and resign Come to my shrine Pay respects and all divine But I just let my fear take control It's affecting my soul Making me not achieve my goal Just wanna get out on parole Live life a little, just a dose This path that I chose It's funny how it likes to impose Making me feel I'm worth nothing, it blows This fear got me held captive It finds me so attractive Making me inactive About to blurt out its tactics Everything I do, seems to have a response When I'm out I'm an example of a facade It's kinda like my boss Showing me all the odds Ticks all the positive outcomes off Leaving me to think obsessively over all the bad thoughts The bad outcomes and multiplies, just wanna pause It's just, it makes me so scared I can't let it control me but why do I let it Just floating in a void adrift Everytime I'm happy, I regret it Just wanna know what I missed My past I just wanna forget it I'm scared of feeling happy I don't wanna put in all the work For me to turn around and say this is it I get the feeling I can't accept it That this life is just it I want more, just forget it I feel like Im destined for greatness I wanna help others I wanna be able to provide hope But at the moment I'm aimless Got so much to uncover Just let me mope About how I'll be nameless To everyone else, I'll be another Gotta learn to cope This fear got me held captive Why does it find me so attractive