This is the final cut of a track I previously posted #finalcut #thestruggle #new #rap #2019 #belligerent #mobile #alabama every day is a struggle fuck it, i am the struggle no light at the end of my tunnel trapped up in the rubble struggle being a father wish i wouldve been smarter mistakes that i made and bitches whove played me made life so much harder struggled with addiction and despite my wifes bitchin i wouldnt listen, just sit in the kitchen waiting for the dope to kick in this was not the type of life i wanted to bring my kids in not a spot to get in nor a pot to piss in alot is missin because pops addicted suicidal tendencies have been in me, for years ive been my own enemy tried to put an end to me cause i struggle to be who im meant to be fired a shot that couldve ended me guess that bullet just wasnt meant for me i guess hell still hasnt sent for me ive been in need been on bended knee i aint perfect and dont pretend to be got 3 little men that depend on me are you fucking comprehending me cant leave them alone in this cold ass world and can never ever let em turn into me not looking for redemption b- cause i know where God is sending me mobile is where i hail from the struggle is a real one so many tales i could tell em nobody give a fuck for real bruh friends that are already in the grave friends that could turn on me any day i got a friend thats been with me all the way dont fuck with him lately ive been feeling like my soul needs some healing lifes so unappealing cause lifes been so revealing problems thru the ceilin my hopes and dreams ive killed them too many mother fucken pills and so much struggle to deal with i got alot of people id die for and alot of people i still cry for cause they aint on this fucking side no more and i survive on til my time is come i love my kids and protect them i struggle but i dont neglect them alot of shit ive done will affect them but dont expect me to reject them feel im gone die so i go for broke fucken up and still smokin dope remember that time when i overdosed thought the mother fucken show was over bro but i survived, oh for sho just wasnt my time to go below wasnt the time for me to go blow for blow with the devil in hell postponed the show now you can always find me wherever the sun aint shining my life is steady declining the reaper creeping up behind me to try me but i aint quite ready to die see still got some life and fight in me got my kids and my friends beside me life can be so frightening then again it could be enlightening my future could be bright for me that sure would be a sight to see life finally getting right for me every night going home to my wife and seeds til the crazy bitch pulls a knife on me here we go again, right where we like to be west mobile is where i hail from the struggle is a real one so many tales i could tell em nobody give a fuck for real bruh i got friends that are already in the grave i got friends that could turn on me any day i got a friend thats been with me all the way dont fuck with him lately ive been feeling like my soul needs healing lifes so unappealing cause lifes been so revealing problems thru the ceilin my hopes and dreams ive killed them too many mother fucken pills and so much struggle to deal with the time to change has come and gone like, everybody get your struggle on every day i just keep shoving on but all the hope and love is gone maybe one day i'll make it thru maybe i can make a change or two til then ill just be the same old fool with hard times im no stranger to lately ive been feeling like my soul needs some healing lifes so unappealing cause lifes been so revealing problems thru the ceiling my hopes and dreams ive killed them to many mother fucken pills and so much struggle to deal with