oh lord here my crie all my thoughts in my head is like a f****** asylum I got scary thoughts f***** up thoughts messed up thoughts even talking weird thoughts I don't want to be this way, im like this more each and everyday I'm afraid that I have strayed from the path that I was given because I ain't been doing nothing but sinning. now I'm here broken battered with my heart shattered thinking that my life really doesn't matter. how am I supposed to keep on living when I don't want nothing but to die. what am I supposed to do when I'm just living one big lie. walking alone no one is by myside. my vessel haslost its soul. this hand im ready to fold. lord here my crie i dont want to live this way no more. i need ur help to regain my soul and spread my wings and fly away. to a bright and better day.