wake up wake up , time to get up boy even though you not going anywhere, cause your in the land of nowhere, you need color back in your eyes and not this blank stare, I lost my way to care , Hello dad I forgive you, for all the times you curse and shout at me, when you beat the shit out of me I guess it's because I'm just like you undoubtedly and profoundly, to day I'm throwing all the pain away , tired of being a reclusive drug abuser, I am the first loser for being just like you, all I wanted was acceptance from you dude ,but fuck you and all the things you didn't do, and for all the abuse you put my mother through, I remember, standing in between you two, with my shaking little fist, cocked back to punch you, I remember your laugh when you busted my 6 year old lip as I feel on my ass , you called me a weak little bastard, when you grabbed my mother by the hair, and started to slapper, I still jumped back up to protect my mother , what the hell was wrong motherfucker , you didn't deserve my mother, I laughed that time she got you by the balls with some channel locks, you knock her out, but she got back up, told you she was ready for another one, that choctaw woman scared you that day , I just wanting to tell you I'm rejecting of being your blood I dont have a father and you not a son, tomorrow My new life will already begun Look at you raising a little boy that dont be long to you. , listen I'll beat you down if you fuck him up like you did me you see. I know you pretend he's me so you can write your wrongs ,so go ahead and believe that, it's too late for me so fuck that dad, l know that you tell people that non of what I say ever happen, cause it's easy to say, hes so full of shithe doesn't deserve my last name low ass dumb shame , well I'm cool with that, good bye day