im at lost for thought so let me shed some light I'm in shadows like the ones that move at night I'm in your mind like the drugs that took your life I'm the last one they think about before they change their mind trapped in madness like alice down the rabbit hole but I'm the topic never the the role this I plead/ sincerely / if you please/ could you try not to stare so fucking hard at me brush your teeth before you even talk to me I'm makin something outta nothing the way your parents did because they didnt like me rightly I was trappin day n nightly but not because I didnt care I cared too much enough to risk my life for the both of us put my life on the line just so we could shine passin out money while we pass the time i stayed hazy goin brazzy never lazy blind deaf or crazy even helen keller couldn't hate me they keep telling lies on me kno I keep that fire on me I feel your bitch eyes on me she wanna rub her thighs on me stop sizing me tryna fantasize your me you could never be smart as me so much cash you see addition ain't enough for me use calculus to calculate correctly perfectly