Getting my shit together, for the ,better devils talking shit but I wont let him, take my sole forever, I'm clever I can predict the weather, got to watch myself so we can stay together , however I'm still the same, new updated CPU I'm my own crew, what do I do , cant change the fool, I look at myself I'm like who da fuck are you, the truth I speak, no matter, I'm to old to give a shit about it. You can doubt me, but you will see, I can be a better me, take me to the sea to wash off this guilt,I'm heart broke for real it's a hole in my heart that wont, heal, 10/22/16 it seems like a bad dream, I live on the memories, we ve seen , I hear your voice telling me, that your watching over me, you got to be cause the day you died , I lost me, cant get my feet under me, I have a deficiency deep ,in my soul that I can only see , nothings worse than looking in the mirror and not seeing me, to this degree,, now take me to the sea to wash the guilt from me on heart broke but I can manage still. God gave me free will, I'll get together, shaky , but steady , I feel better already, Hold steady be ready you can do anything , That i try to do , here's proof , shockproof, fire proof, water proof, I'm going to blow off the roof, here's the way I should of stayed but a lesson not learned , I'm not built that way.