yeah lil Jaguar I have been wondering what ma life would have been without you if you hadn't been here and there for me I would not have made it to the scene cuz I was shun by people from the beginning they told me I would never be shit tha i would never make the peak aye boy you hopeless, you useless maybe you shouldn't have been born I swear I was discouraged especially when ma dad had to join the clique I swear I lost hope I couldn't believe in God no more mama left early not dead but couldn't keep up with ma father's pussy act I get that I don't blame her it was the worst day of ma life she told me that especially when dad couldn't let her take me I grew up quite but not happy cuz dad is always busy with the alcohol and the smoke that's why I gat these bad behaviors so don't blame me but just when I thought every thing has ended for me I lost hope God sent ma angel Benita was her name she lowered ma suffering showered me love I swear I can kill the world for her she owns the first verse of this song cuz she brought me luck and believed in me then came Cabella and Kingsley friends I met in the university brothers in the making I love you all God bless you am not there yet but the support I get from you guys enough to gemme there and to everybody praying for me mum and ma siblings wishing me love and all that just know DAT I gat ur back and I promise u imma build a mansion for you and to you listening the story wasn't easy especially being on the street with nothing or nobody to feed nobody to hang with always getting ur ass beaten and betrayed by people you called your own but God gave me solace and I just hope I don't die young cuz recently the young and the good are dying quickly and am both I just want to make it big so I can take care of ma mama and her kids ma Benny and ma hommies not too much to ask for Lord am waiting for ma reply.