Jesse Tovar
Jesse Tovar

fast life

fast life

16 Plays

19 Dec 2019

I'm smart but brain fucked/i don't have enough intelligence/ to figure out emercge/ out of this/holethat /keeps getting deeper/ seems i just smoked up my deams/ like a bowl of reafer / i been getting high/ so my life I have a little bit of distortion/ I have contortion towards/the stupid shit I did as a youth/ I wish I would have/ been more responsible / finished high school /but I didn't I wasted time/ and now later on down the road /21 years old nothing to show/ yo tengo NADA que mas quiero /so now I'm spitting a verse thinking of/ a way i can hustle for mas dinero/ those are my intentions /and here's my scenario/ I'm 21 years old /still live aty grandparents crib/I'm currently unemployed /I got laid off the construction job/ these past two months i been off /I thought a lot i relizes /im doing more transgress/ insted of making progress/ lifes a process/ and it's also full of bullshit /and all this mixed /together got me feeling deranged/ in the dark space /I need to get this weight/ off my chest and express my brain/ If I didn't have music /I probably go insane/ its releif when life really bothering met aint it some shit/im the blame / Ironically the only person whi can/ change my situation me /honestly/ I really don't know what/ to do next /my nerves are shot/ anxoety amplified im stressed/ I need to figure it out /cuz month is Christmas /life's a bitch I dosomtimes /have thoughts of jumping off bridge /but that would be selfish/ i got a family and younger siblings/ that look up to me/ so it's up to me to be a good role model/ someone they can look/ up to and follow / least to aay i stay determines everyday/im trying hard / to establish new way / no longer on whichever way /the wind blow /making my dreams become rea/ is how I want my legacy to unfold/ imtrippi. on how time gpes by fast /will my grandpa rent wittness me success/ fil be thaet pass /

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4 years ago

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4 years ago

I'm smart but brain fucked/i don't have enough intelligence/ to figure out emercge/ out of this/holethat /keeps getting deeper/ seems i just smoked up my deams/ like a bowl of reafer / i been getting high/ so my life I have a little bit of distortion/ I have contortion towards/the stupid shit I did as a youth/ I wish I would have/ been more responsible / finished high school /but I didn't I wasted time/ and now later on down the road /21 years old nothing to show/ yo tengo NADA que mas quiero /so now I'm spitting a verse thinking of/ a way i can hustle for mas dinero/ those are my intentions /and here's my scenario/ I'm 21 years old /still live aty grandparents crib/I'm currently unemployed /I got laid off the construction job/ these past two months i been off /I thought a lot i relizes /im doing more transgress/ insted of making progress/ lifes a process/ and it's also full of bullshit /and all this mixed /together got me feeling deranged/ in the dark space /I need to get this weight/ off my chest and express my brain/ If I didn't have music /I probably go insane/ its releif when life really bothering met aint it some shit/im the blame / Ironically the only person whi can/ change my situation me /honestly/ I really don't know what/ to do next /my nerves are shot/ anxoety amplified im stressed/ I need to figure it out /cuz month is Christmas /life's a bitch I dosomtimes /have thoughts of jumping off bridge /but that would be selfish/ i got a family and younger siblings/ that look up to me/ so it's up to me to be a good role model/ someone they can look/ up to and follow / least to aay i stay determines everyday/im trying hard / to establish new way / no longer on whichever way /the wind blow /making my dreams become rea/ is how I want my legacy to unfold/ imtrippi. on how time gpes by fast /will my grandpa rent wittness me success/ fil be thaet pass /

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