Yeah as a kid you took care of me and loved me I still look up to you but now you did so much fucked up shit that now I'm above you and i take care of you you need to wake up and come to the real world quit the drugs and give me hugs sell the nuggs you use all your money on cuz your homeless out eating bugs I remember when you were always stressed that's when your life turned to a mess and started meth it got so bad I knew your drug dealer was Beth You didnt have the money to support me and it felt you didnt love me and drugs were above me if you didnt have meth you smoked cigarettes and got with a guy named seth and he beat me and you didnt stop him so I took my shit and left I was so little but depressed it felt like you were never there and you always left I didnt get to see you for long cuz you were with your friends ripping bongs you were always to high for us to get along so I wrote you this song to hopefully get my mom back cuz she's been gone for so long