murderous mind, vile time, defiling crime, shouldnt you see the signs, no cuz your to blind, me im one of a kind, face these years in a bind, cant I just hit rewind, no instead I hit the grind, lost this time, these lost years I need to find. I realize, I'm paralyzed, pulverized generalize, over analyzed, idolized, I divide, I revise, everything on my mind, I've been to kind, in a world that's gone mad, in a world that's gone bad, yet my arrogance leaves me glad. what the fuck is wrong me, what's going on with me, i think whole world can see, the darkness growing in of me, yet I feel so free why the fuck can't i just be me, why the fuck can't I just belive in the one that created me hatred it builds in me walking along the tracks everyone knows ive gone whack i fight back on the attack, slacking from the crack once always a addict, a fanatict gonr errict, gone automatic, my life so traumatic. murderous mind, vile time, defiling crime, shoukdnt you seen the signs, no cuz your blind, one of a kind, face these years in a bind, catn I hit rewind, no instead I grind, these lost years I will find duality, morality, fuck this brutality, all my reality, this sobriety is causing me anxiety, know what fuck society,