( on facts I know this ain't the greatest. but I had to vent. this shits been on my mind.)falling oceans I lose all emotion nodding motions my high is potent I seen a beautiful soul. claim her wings were clipped. I saw the knot that kept them tied down I prayed to release it but my strength alone was unable to reach it anxous thoughts don't cry now take a nap you better lie down I ask to release it. (let's see you fly let's see you fly let's see you fly.) I saw the drugs take effect and she flew high. with wings tied. but at what cost. I seen a hurt person try to take her life in assurance that she wanted to die. I seen a beautiful soul tear herself apart open wounds on all our hearts three little men watch quitley as there entire life is torn apart broken headphones hanging like a hanger a constant reminder drugs turn people you love into strangers and this angel. with wings tied I seen her ambitious fade and dreams die i seen to much glass half empty if it's a cup that will fuck up my demanor I fill that it up but I'm not drinking for fun all this anger I want to be numb. now we all on different drugs under the same roof. want proof? my family falling acting more then just aloof we desperately reaching for things to hold on to as our life crashes and it's bashes upon bruises I was smashing up the blueprints school treated me like a nuisance I just want shit to end. i dont have the correct mindset for this I can't save the one person that gave me life. she falls as I rise and it's shit like that. that leaves me awake in the night time. but don't cry take a nap now better lie down but as sleeps comes. just know you can fly now. happy Thanksgiving to this broken home talking to my momma from this jail phone and I met the me thats never alone. even he left me cold so now these demons preach on my thrown watchu know about coming home ? but it's empty there's people in it but my depression has condemned me im all alone I don't want to your help I just want to fade away by myself.