* my thoughts*
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•14 Dec 2019
if only I would have had knowke as a youth that choices that I chose throughout life really matter where i could have been at then i would have been wiser i relise i out my self i. this position. i feel i. dispositionvut my oife if full of tensiob and i suffer from depressin laid iff work ky likfe make ni progressir but ive learn to not let the bad decisions determine my fatee insted i turn turn mistakes to lessin one omy mai challenge is fighting with addiction Iit just seems like a hit of crystal meth is all I need to feel okay thats i just need my fixinf ineed to give it up befor i end up dead of in pen so i think i kufh just rey ising a pen a nd paper to scribble down my feelin mentaly ill and no mt wekk feek like life a living hell it's really hard with no help and eh the only persin I have to talk to his myself why is my l health is on par why is it that success seems too far for me to find but I'm just going to keep following my heart and in time keep striving and grind aiming for a higher climate succeed that is not an option either my thoughts proceed with caution I need to get better at timing cuz time can't be bought I have to realize I can't make the wrong right cuz that's the past I can only change what's ahead of me the thought of me failing un settling it p will my grandparents get to see me succeednow now I'm scheming arborwayg of way I could make my dreams come true the amount of stress I go through the amount of shit I have on the line if you only knew I live my life humble the respect I give the exact same that I expect back from you I don't speak on other people because I know that we're all created equal so please don't speak on me unless you have ever been in my shoes
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if only I would have had knowke as a youth that choices that I chose throughout life really matter where i could have been at then i would have been wiser i relise i out my self i. this position. i feel i. dispositionvut my oife if full of tensiob and i suffer from depressin laid iff work ky likfe make ni progressir but ive learn to not let the bad decisions determine my fatee insted i turn turn mistakes to lessin one omy mai challenge is fighting with addiction Iit just seems like a hit of crystal meth is all I need to feel okay thats i just need my fixinf ineed to give it up befor i end up dead of in pen so i think i kufh just rey ising a pen a nd paper to scribble down my feelin mentaly ill and no mt wekk feek like life a living hell it's really hard with no help and eh the only persin I have to talk to his myself why is my l health is on par why is it that success seems too far for me to find but I'm just going to keep following my heart and in time keep striving and grind aiming for a higher climate succeed that is not an option either my thoughts proceed with caution I need to get better at timing cuz time can't be bought I have to realize I can't make the wrong right cuz that's the past I can only change what's ahead of me the thought of me failing un settling it p will my grandparents get to see me succeednow now I'm scheming arborwayg of way I could make my dreams come true the amount of stress I go through the amount of shit I have on the line if you only knew I live my life humble the respect I give the exact same that I expect back from you I don't speak on other people because I know that we're all created equal so please don't speak on me unless you have ever been in my shoes
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