snap back tilted hat retro represent 513 AC no climate control wondering why I'm here moving through the fog mentality crosswired grain of sand in the land only 2 holes to breath remembering the little things recognizing I'm the same person heartfelt more openly seen stopped doing my own thing unexpectedly accidental devastating to spiritual discipline not understanding countered like a jab miles of hurt pain empathy for others knowing it's not just me. open eyes for salty dogs openwounds deformities differences no Matter how bad turning negatives to possative hope for the best even fooling myself but thought without believing in something unmotivated me the realizations of what I had wasn't much but meant a lot to me but self sufficientcy proud knowing I earned my family took a lot misdirected learning as I went no directions instructions come with kids nuva rings on the wrist T marina for protection but some one got a better way car crashes co signers drug addictions Bad habits can't help. THC in the bloodstream car parts purposely tested crash dummies sceintific chemicals balanced out for the obverse fix obverse reverse as one flipped linear heated imagery equilibrium dizzy dunked hot pockets to plastic humanized tested 100 's of years Have we learned anything yet? Hope pray only for the better enough of life's worries scared of the weather vortex normal double down twisting dark matter trying to predict never seen before the impossible miracles occur it's an old world fear man that's what I say anything been alive this long with the old clasheah history repeats itself but I know it now I'm here and so is she comparability compatibility kinda like me being tired of me making changes through the dangers in every aspect of the game tongue tied in a knot on her face feel no shame believing things come back to be peices of the puzzles change mixed up snow globe affect it. would be nice for the Rubix to stay put and all of us LOVE LIFE.