gotta show all the right affection in all the correct directions and show effort everything is for her and my heart does hurt I got lot of perks she threw me away and now I'm scarred for life it's like I tried, she didn't and now I'm just here sitting thinking remenicing thinking of the good times none of the bad and it makes me sad to see you walk away it's like every day you look my way ain't nothin I can say to make this better i thought i was ready I guess I ain't steady I got on a sweater because every day I got bad weather I wanna be in the clouds but I ain't got no plug it's like I want drugs to take me away from the pain I guess what I'm sayin is I love you till my days end you can even see the pain in my eyes the red around em too you know I been crying I been lyin I'm not ok this is every day all these broken promises make me wanna die there ain't no stoppin me gonna do it on my count of 3 1 2 before I get to 3 I want you too see all of my pain I ain't sober I want my life to be over 1 2 3 it's over