I hate this world and everybody hates me. And when I tried to kill myself I forgot the gun was on safety. I'm in pain and no one can save me. And iv been having a lot of suicidal thoughts here lately. I just want the pain to end, I just want to die. And this world is filled with nothing but lies. I just want to cry. I just want to leave this world and fly. I just want a normal life but I'm running out of time.