as i looked away almost felt the wave the agony disgust the pain im not always the one to blame bitches get to be like a waste so here you find me the lost the one to hate cause you saw me flauce my diamonds the rings the chains where the cross of calvery was left to hang suffering for all to see is this the way we all getten led to be please first comes love like in the scrolls of bibliography been then you see that nothing will be left once one stops to bring that warmth again and compasion along with some sort of sympathy breaking shit down now is this just a dream cause of the brain thats got to intake other things on top of worries bout cream so much of lifes ways that not everyone can take to keep so my form of release comes from these lyrics i speak just so you know its cold on the roads this yes i know with no one there for each to hold but trust and believe you my brotha are not and never will be alone and thats coming from the man thats going round in these streets just cause my house aint a home to me too many lies were caught ment to try and decieve but thats the love from my family fucked in this place so it seems cause i was was forced like this to be but no one can say theyd honestly believe guess thats why i put my trust in my guns my heart as i stand gaurd to my whole lifes legacy as yall can percieve none of this is ever a fuckin dream i mean with the ice how can one try to sleep i play hard cause thats only mine to keep hope yall listen to the thuggs out here trying to speak.