giving myself the business go go go to where you want to go don't be scared to be a hoe. I'm joking no I'm just trying to find what I want to go in life don't want to be alone. to be with the one that I want all the time that I need to pee all the time in my life man is so hard to see her all the time but I just don't understand what is going on in my mind everyday and all the time man I feel like I'm dying everyday and all the time like everything is going to be fine but next day is just bad all the time but it's okay I know one day it will be the best day one day it will be the next fast day next time I will know what to say next time I will know what to do I will learn to do things the best way that I need to do and every day of my life don't need to give up I need this bad I try I might have problems and I don't say what they are but I know I have them and I know what they are but I just don't let them get in my way I can ever be that way if nothing my life be down by the things that take me down there at the things I was born with but fuck it it's what life can be it's such a fucking can be I don't give a fuck what it will make me be I know I can change things up real quick and don't give a fuck what you think lickety-split in your mind trying to make me falcon Field down all the time life is such a fucking bitch in my mind man I think too much and I know that's why I just can't get where I want in life but it's okay cuz I know one day it will be everything in front of my eyes all the time not even trying to think just going with everything in front of me mine is just on my mind that's why I have to do this to get it off my mind man is just stuck in my mind if I don't say it if I don't do it and then I don't say much all the time cuz I just don't care to and I don't feel like making a big fuss you know it's not that big of a deal with this shit happens in front ofyou know you just need to say all the time don't let yourself be down by what other say to your face it sucks it's life and I missed need to get it right and I wish that things were better for my life