Gaining Hope
Light Rapper33 Plays
•24 Nov 2019
ya I feel like we both are the same but then so different at the same time they all making there money staying on there grind as I'm over here tryin to discide what life I should ride but I can't make a choice cause I always gotta hide so all of my pain that is hidden within me is just put in this depressing ass rap Melody and how do I fix my fucking anxiety when my whole family is always so pissed at me so I give back to them all that I can see thats pain regret and the anger soaking inside of me so I can't be surprised when they all have abandoned me cause I made this life ya I can only be mad at me but still I try to be happy and figure out we're all this pains coming from inside of me is it only me who keeps running when I meet the demons inside of me my pains deep it cuts at me so deep that I can feel it even when I sleep all I wanna do is meet my inner peace so I try to increase my wisdom and keeping a smooth rhythm but I can't I'm always so pissed at em is heaven real and if it is then God please teach me how to feel anything other than this and figure out what my deal is ya I'm stuck between being a failure or a worrier being a leader is why ive been put here but I can't be one if I'm constantly in fear I'm begging over here God take away my fears teach me how to teach my peers N help em get through there tears and repair there broken mirrors. Amen
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ya I feel like we both are the same but then so different at the same time they all making there money staying on there grind as I'm over here tryin to discide what life I should ride but I can't make a choice cause I always gotta hide so all of my pain that is hidden within me is just put in this depressing ass rap Melody and how do I fix my fucking anxiety when my whole family is always so pissed at me so I give back to them all that I can see thats pain regret and the anger soaking inside of me so I can't be surprised when they all have abandoned me cause I made this life ya I can only be mad at me but still I try to be happy and figure out we're all this pains coming from inside of me is it only me who keeps running when I meet the demons inside of me my pains deep it cuts at me so deep that I can feel it even when I sleep all I wanna do is meet my inner peace so I try to increase my wisdom and keeping a smooth rhythm but I can't I'm always so pissed at em is heaven real and if it is then God please teach me how to feel anything other than this and figure out what my deal is ya I'm stuck between being a failure or a worrier being a leader is why ive been put here but I can't be one if I'm constantly in fear I'm begging over here God take away my fears teach me how to teach my peers N help em get through there tears and repair there broken mirrors. Amen
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