Reality Listen to these words coming from my mind I threw my life away time after time Now its my time to show my line So listen to me while a say this rhyme I was living every day addicted to the pipe All the little shards killing me like a snipe Snipe im dead Down on the ground Looking for more shards To ease the sound These voices going through my mind All I wana do it just unwind Unwind from mentality Look at my reality Im 21 years now and got no life Nothing here but a pipe and a knife So lets end it all one more night Stick another shard in my pipe Smoke it all up cause that’s my hype I cant wake up and this shits not getting me high Time to move forward or down oh why Fuck the shards there not getting me up anymore Lets move to a next level and hope I don’t drop to the floor Fet and down they numb my pain I love the dope going through my vains 1 more hit I beg oh please I swear im not an addict but I have a disease My disease I cant be clean I just wana die cause that’s all that iv been Time to move up higher then the down Something no one fucks with in this town Pull out my foil and light it up I feel alive again yo what’s up My heart feels like is squeezing inside Oh I did to much im going to die Everything went black and I saw my life I wake up with tubes down my throat I.V. in my hand as the doctor wrote Doc said I died last night Why you bring me back to this fight I wanted to die look at all these scars I was living my dream all I saw was Stars Fuck the world im alive again Il do it all to let my heart mend I know my family would disown and il loose the ones I love Il lose everything so I’m begging to god up- above Please give me an option to make money legal way Instead of selling dope Il have money to pay Money to pay for a place to call home I beg you lord the drugs will be gone They won’t be in control of my life maybe one day il have a wife Have a kid or 2 Teach them what’s wrong from what I knew So I sat there as I got the option to move on or the option to finally be clean I looked at my life and what Iv seen I seen friends die from this shit, should I move on or take another hit So I put the pipe down and the days that I was sober My heart mutinously grow grew bolder You can waste your life on drugs faster then you blink Just open your eyes and really think Think about reality and who you can be Go look into the mirror and ask yourself what’s true Your looking at the truth cause its all of you So when someone offers a hit what do I say Move on and get outa my way Im finally sober and done with the smoke You wana be thugs go take your toke All of you are a joke!