They never knew my trouble My heart is pounding double I’m going to explode My mind will implode The feelings drifting apart I learn from being smart I know the ways of the street And the way of being beat Starving having nothing left to eat People don’t understand anxiety When your heart starts pounding and your on your knees Wishing it would all go away I can not speak with a million words to say My mind is going fast and it will not stop I’m breaking inside and going to drop Having an attack while there all around You get out of it and don’t wanna day a sound People think it’s all just for attention You can speak so you got nothing to mention Doesn’t help when you got depression tearing you away Every night you wish for your life to drift away Suicide note at ten years old Heart so warm but mind so cold Don’t know what to do so let’s tie the noose Make sure it’s tight last time was loose Rope around my neck I’m about to hang Tell all my homies you call my gang No one will care il just be gone Just wait itl be by dawn As I say my last good byes Tie the rope around my neck my spirit will rise I jump my lungs are closing My eyes are dozing I slip away into a spiritual world My soul lifts up and it’s all whirled I can see my own body My mom runs in and says god he I see her drop to the floor My mind begins to race What have I done The woman in my life has a gun Dad comes along looks me hanging from a rope Calls the cops and helps mom cope Chain reaction calls made out Now the whole neighbourhood has to live without The kid on the block walking the dog No one knew he was depressed while he went for a jog Everyone made fun of him for having a stutter World behind his back they all just muttered Why does the world care about the dead What happen when i was on my death bed No one knew what was running through my head Another day wishing I was dead You all lead me to be where I’m at Not my line is so flat So pulse in me I’m finally gone But I know I did something wrong People like my family actually care This wasn’t what I hoped it wasn’t fair The chain reaction is going to show How many people I effect with this flow I wanted to escape but I had to choice This was my way to say my voice Now that I’m gone I have nothing left Sorry to say but this will be my last breath