I cant stop thinking of you Always hoping one day i coulda made you my boo But true, life works in mysterious ways I guess it was just a phase but i still see you in my delirious gaze Some kind of love craze I can't get over Coming home every day, seeing you, kicking off my loafers I don't get that peace now cause I decreased my affection just so i could increase my collections I'm a fool, yes I admit it Shoulda gave up the tool, but the streets didnt permit it. Overruled; in the court of her standards I tried to say I'd change but she said I'm a man of patterns Im just another backwards asshole racing through life but never paying the toll What does that mean for my soul? I dont know, but if i get to hell, I hope i can get parole One earth, one life One turn, one price No rebirth for the hope i couldve made you my wife So blue, and always curious about your days But instead I just blaze so I can maybe come up with a phrase to Really Express to you how i feel make you truly know that this is real Never give up on our love, its so surreal Like, some kind of universal equation caused our verbal elation until our ending narration But face it, we werent meant for each other and to try to force to issue would cause the other to suffer and I shudder, at the thought of making you cry so I'll just pack my things and say goodbye To our life We had a good ride, and when i said I wouldnt miss you, I lied And that night i cried, but tonight Im putting all of it aside