Yeah, yeah maybe you don't understand it, but you left me more broken than you can ever imagine please tell me what it is that I did wrong that made you leave with all your promises broken as always. And this ain't a song about a girl that I love but more of a sister I wish I could hate. Yeah, when I met you, you were broken and I thought if I stood by your side as a part of your family you wouldn't be alone in the battle while you struggle to stay alive. I protected you like you were my kin by blood and now I regret every second of it and I probably should have listened to my friends when they said you would betray but I always thought I could have trusted you Damnn... I still remember the times we would do stupid shit and act like nobody's the wiser. I remember how you made me promise not to hurt myself and now I'm bleeding from 9 to 5 I constantly tell people I hate you but that ain't true I still love you even though I gotta deal with all this pain you put me through. Can somebody please tell me why, this shit happened to me even though I'm pretty sure I ain't done nothing wrong And it's funny how people ask me what's wrong and when I refuse telling them what's wrong they say I'm just attention seeking but you tell me yourself if I suffer from abandonment how am I supposed to give you the key and the address to my heart and mind #nrs #sadrap