I was listening for someone to love I lost my heart in a grudge match thought I had become so numb what's pain but a thought of abscence no touch no one to make good of what's lost or beat on the run no love lost hip holster gun shot blind in the sun direction I'm staring proves I have won my thoughts as scripture depict picture with word time and place for mind to observe how we became absurd in thoughts with words I'm not so sure lost my love to a lose my love if I lose my love and I don't no I won't , won't i