#LiveinShame #locofamily #loco4music #loco4 life #Sad #BMMastered ##ForeverYoung #LOCOENT #ViciousVin #NoHate #Alliance #bmvideo #Featured #bm #solo #hiphop #BMFeature #god #goat #funny #BMBest #bmgoat #entertainment #Slowdown I'm tryna stay for ever young but every day I feel so numb every way I'm in a slump I'm in my grave I hate this dump I live in shame i take a bump to ease the pain that I've become I've gone insane killed everyone up in my mind i hold a gun I go blind what have I done my life a crime sadistic one I intertwine false realism assume devine idealism i redefine mental prison I'm entering true deception stuck deep within my depression I lose my sense anxious again and to the bone I chew my skin (and to the bone I chew my friends) see my demons are within poltergeist cant get rid of it try to find god but I'm filled with sin I am much too malevolent fell from the top I amhellbent on becoming heaven sent I'm tryna stay for ever young but every day I feel so numb I'm tryna stay for ever young but every day I feel so numb run run run I'm fucking wrong I'm fucking done Johnny is gone vicious came home a monster man an ugly beast to roam the land the better half lost in the sands of time no longer fit to rhyme yet it decides always defy enter my mind a darker side I cauterized my fucking eyes I vocalize not socialize I fuck shit up dropped the enterprise I demonized to make you cry surprised I realise I summarize not read between the fucking lines you symbolize a better time before everyone fucking died from tryna stay for ever young but every day I feel so numb in every way I'm in a slump I'm in my grave I hate this dump I live in shame i take a bump to ease the pain that I've become I've gone insane killed everyone up in my mind i hold a gun