yeah see I'm sitting at home. My babies sleep in in the living room everyday on repeat sleeping until noon got to make a change in life got to do it soon so I can become something that my babies look up to someone my baby's love to wake up to more than them having nothing to wake to man damn all alone sitting on the corner trying to sell dope need to get my ass in the studio because my Rhymes dope God gave me to sign tho just gotta pick it out a my mind bro yo the most important thing to me are my lil kids I dont want them to have to go through the shit I did see when I was coming up 8 years old all I wanted was my mama home instead she was at every other n***** house tryna sell the next ounce see she said she was doing it for my best interest little did she know that she didn't get to witness this young little Thug coming up rough didn't know my daddy man that shit was really fucked up my mom's never around and I'm feeling all alone going from home to home don't know where the f*** I belong wondering what the f*** I did wrong I didn't know man so I lashed out. fuck it wheres the the dope I'll just get smashed out then God gave me the sign it's not the time to cash out but to start putting my feelings in my song have to put the drugs down but I always gotta stay hitting on my bong cuz it helps me decide what's right and wrong slows everything down so I can stay calm so I can enjoy the moments that are sitting right in front of me want to enjoy every second that my kid grows right in front of me got to stay out of the street before that s*** gets ripped right out from under me gotta cherish every moment that you have with your kids don't do all the stupid s*** that I did be there crown for them be strong for them be around for them top to the ground for them be there for them even when you're at your worst it doesn't make you weak just cuz it fucking hurts your kids will always be there when you hugging them to catch your tears on a shirt just drop to your knees and pray I swear to God it fucking works (speeche) see instead of being all away every single day making up excuses in every single way is that what you say to make you feel like you were doing what you need to just to be a man again but end the end you just got up and abandoned them you made poor choices now you're sitting in jail all alone yeah life got tough but all they needed was for you to stay-at-home be unconditional don't be so traditional to what you went through and you were coming up bruh give more to your kids than u ever have huh and you will always be there number one dad bruh. even when times are down and sad yo just be thankful for the stuff you have tho best thing in the world is God making you a dad yo so dont blame God when hes testing you for everything you have bro cuz he gave you the best things you can ever ask for so next time you end up feeling like an asshole just remember that it could be all gone in a Flash though so just slow down and enjoy what's in front of you life goes way too fast bro and I promise if your patient you get everything that you asked for