I never done a trap track before coz ima old school nigga and do love rap more clearly dont know the difference except that the two has their differences please don't get me wrong homies i dont discriminate and believe when i say trap i dont hate all though some niggaz make it sound so fake like that portorecan drake i prefer writting my own lyrics coz i wont forsake now what i hate is mumble rappers that would kill and dump into a lake i lost so many people in my life this year i feel to break But im holding on just for my children's sake Lord its so hard for me to get on my knees and pray even though everything thats been happening fucked my heartbreak i feel like i was falling so fast but you pulled breaks 2019 was clearly a year where I met some snakes i did alota wrong things too thats my mistake But i gotta pull myself together and this mistakes i wont retake although I wish life was like snow flakes still getting up in the enjoy a breakfast with corn flakes even though i would prefer a pease cake 2019 was a baddy Because i lost my old lady stil trying to cope without her i almost went shady was not gona end well I was felt crazy even dont have the energy fuck im lazy but i can't effort to crawl down i have a little baby I can't fall to bad moments coz this life so scrappy its really getting harderevery day i dont know how it feels to happy so just know when you see me smile im pretending ima just flow with the boat and leave this life pending