probably thought that was the last of me probably thought that would be the last thing I had to spit well I gotta admit I was pretty depressed but I learned how to destress and take some pills to make the pain go away now I'm happy that I dont have to be depressed anymore because not gonna lie I thought it was death that was knocking at my door can you believe this I'm afraid I'll have to make it quick but some man took his dick and smacked it against his controller ha that shit was funny man what am I doing with my life anymore like one minute I want a wife the next I got death knockin at the door like will my mind make it clear and just tell me what I want like damn is that so hard to grasp? or do I have to crash from slitting my wrists to get my answer man I'll never know but I'll still be here talking shit I ain't afraid to die what about you? garuntee youd cry anyway go ahead I dont care go ahead I dare you pull the trigger see if I give a shit cause once you try to commit suicide nothing will ever change the you feel inside sorry I had to make this personal but I just wanted everyone to know what I've been through these past few days I know I seemed sad the last few tracks I made but I'm back and I'm open for attack so you want to diss me go ahead but dont think for one minute I'll be fucking dead