I can't sleep again oh when will this end. Daylight has never been my best friend. My skin is milky white caused through the lack of sunlight. The slack of interaction with society feeling like a liability to anyone who comes near. Fear that something might go wrong c'mon girl you are strong just hold on. Cause tomorrow is a new day and you'll find away just make it through this pain. There's always another way. Just Stay present and remember what's happened has been gone and done it. Why is my mouth so numb I feel I've lost my voice like I have no choice the system is broken but the words can't be spoken. My vision blures hazy cause what I thought I seen once was the truth. I still can't sleep not a peep. People say to count sheep. But I don't want to count sheep cause I can't be one of them following the crowd. Procedures writing down notes in papered throats. Fragic and ficil spewing up there lies. Surprise you've been made out again to be someone your not. Accussed and abused by the people that were supposed to protect you. Correct the facts that were your life instead you got stabbed in the back with the knife. The knife they used to erase a part of your life. Wiped from there systems oh my it's sweaky clean now. But you didn't wipe it from my mind. No to be kind you deleted it you say I'm mad or I'm sad that I'm a danger to others that I should be locked away. Some day people will know the truth. I wish I could scream it from the rooftops. Shout it for all to hear. For the light to touch all the places inside them that has turned to darkness and change there hearts to harness the power to understand and see that I am this way because of your failed system.