can't believe you're gone still don't seem real .pick up your phone and call me but u never will. when I do it just rings and then answering machine. werst sensation I feel like a pheen if u know what i mean .I'm thinking about you taking your life here lately lately got me wondering why and If i could have saved you bc u saved me. it really f***** kills me it don't seem real is never will every time that I close my eyes and see your face in front of me make me cry reminiscing on all the times that we had and how life used to be just you and me u was my G.... baby baby your death got me going crazy memories of us is not enough. my life getting kinda shady beyond crazy my life is getting hazy feeling so lazy too, just thinking about being with you yeah girl I'm missing you I miss your laugh our photographs miss everything about you and I just wonder why you did it. i just dont get it. still in love with you I'll admit it not to mention that you never let me hit it. all I can do is remember how you made me feel. to me u were a big deal I was in love with you and the Love is real be real see real a realI i miss you on the daily mainly girl you got me going crazy think about you all the time you been on my mind wish i could rewind the time . just remember how fine you were I miss my bow ties for sure l hope you in heaven smiling down watching me as i pray for you , everyday I pray for you to the day we meet again in my heart is where I keep your friend in my heart is where I keep you friend. the end.