alot of shit I could've said to hurt people, but I'd rather be the one hurting, instead of other people hurting, I don't trust jus any person I pray for better days, but days didn't get better they jus worsened people always judging, but nobody is perfect whole lotta people that said they got me, but they ended up doing me dirty My life feels risky and dangerous, I feel like I won't make it to age 30 Life ain't right, so every person is wrong I might die, my life really won't be long, I don't like people to see me cry, so I stay strong I proved myself right, but people always find a way to make me wrong These people they look at me, but my pain they really don't know Everybody doin all these drugs, I do it to cope, but they do it for all the wrong And i say fuck them methamphetamines that shit mentally took my mom I really don't care who fuck wit or not, cause when I'm in that casket I know dam well ill be alone All this shit that's happenin in these streets, I know it's crazy but alot of lessons is what this shit is teaching me Alot of people is worse than me, but they try to preach to me I need alot of people, but I realized they never needed me I know ima keep fuckin up if I keep bein me, alot of niggas talkin shit, and they don't know me I been through alot, lost alot of people, shit makes me feel so lonely I been lost, since I lost my auntie and I ain't been found, I'm jus roaming I was there for alot of people, but when I needed them, they wasn't there for me Any day anyone can die, always say yo last goodbyes, always live carefully I'm steady tryna make myself someone, but everyone else is steady doubting me You laughing at me now, so don't come around when I have finally made a life for me