I swear to God that everyday is something different they say that I'm crazy in the head, and I'm real distant can't get my shit together, its been 11 damn years and I've got nothing good to show for it, cant manage a career I never had 2 many friends, never let my guard down I couldn't trust nobody then and I still find it hard now I'ma product of the jungle, I'm lucky that I made it out and if you ain't from where I'm from and you don't know what this about I'm bought to jump out of my character, somebody hold me back before I get the chance to speak, and make them focus on the facts it ain't because you better and it's not about the trax it about the fact that you Can't rap good enough to make them react they wanna act like we never noticed, but how could we have missed it feel like my life's a movie, but this shit's too realistic don't know what I'm going to do,but continue with my commitments cuz even though shit is different,I'm the farthest from being finished get with it, blunt blowing wondering if god ell listen cuz I know my time commin, I just hope to be forgiven/ there's winners and theres losers, some make it, most of us won't the rest of us serve as a lesson, for others to stay afloat