everyday it's the same shit will I live or will I die man my fucking life was nothing but a fucking lie you see everyday I was told that when I got old things would change but they're still the same I mean even my games are getting depressing I mean I hate to be stressing but it's me against the world and nobody's helping me I'm all alone in this battle no one can save me from the sadness that surrounds me i mean my heart pounds everyday its wondering if today's the day that you choose to stop your heart from beating and the question is I'm still contemplating whether i should live or i should die I dont know what to do anymore I know this is sudden so I dont expect much I ain't doing this for attention I'm just trying to mention what I've been going through so y'all know it ain't always kittens and rainbows of anything it's just gravestones and halos so I'm sorry to admit but I'm the one who just spit it I'm the one telling you that life ain't great eventually you'll learn to hate everything and everyone or you'll learn that life ain't as white as you thought it was I mean come on man just admit it you know I'm right