It's 2am and I'm bored. Soared by the pain that's aching from my world quaking. Part we had to start. Over it's done I handed you the gun. You pulled the trigger now life is leaking out my sores. Pours the energy from my body. Drowned by the smoke that fills my lungs and brain. Tbh you were making me insane. Gain was all you sought your own greed not need. Feed the thirst. The demon inside of you. Unearth the darkness. Free the animal that lurks in the shadows of my soul. It's 2am and I'm high. Just to get by from the cloud that hangs over my head oh and my bed. Living dead girl I was called. Yeah man cause my hands and feet are always fucking cold. Tempteture has never been my friend. But nether were you. Spew the lies flouding from your mouth. South my feelings have travelled gone. Yawn my eyes are getting heavy now. No longer shall I bow down to you Shall I be controlled like a robot. The only person that has control over me is ME. So don't you see open your eyes take off your rose tinted glasses. Time passes. Memory relapses. Patches fragments of my mind. Games you played going round and round in circles. Journals I had been asked to keep. Peep into the thoughts that riddle my brain. Driving me insane. Like a fly trapped in a web I felt. Delt the hand of fate. The dish was best served cold. Some day we'll all be old. Past the time that once was. This will all just be a scene. Replaying once again in my mind I tell myself things will get better. Maybe not today or tomorrow but this sorrow will end sooner than later. Just hold on life will get better. Breath everything has an end.