yeah yeah, shit man lifes aimless and im anything but complacent these laten times amd dreams got me seein weird things demons and heathens speak to me through whisperes in my ear drink down another and dab again to drown it out shit man work my ass off to get fired cause i decided to take the night off for religious desire and fuck man im tired, back to the streets to make a measly end bur its aight gonna keep the fight in me cant knock me around g shit hard as life can be im shameless in the fact i live aimless and lost shameless yeah haha im shameless, turn to me thats where the blame is yeah black sheep of the family assault and battery brains more than tattered amd im a demonic bein collapsing like a cieling givin under the weight of this watter the swells and torrents leave me more torn apart than i can heal fuck life whats the deal shit on the real feels like my familys more distant than weve ever been we not talkin and im always walkin out or blockin out everything my lifes nothing but hours im groin sour and mean while my towers tiltin looks like its way off kielter timber its commin find some sheilter lost my filter when i came into this world from there destined scars and the more i see the less i wanna the more i feel the less i do everyday, shit knockin back another and takin bong rips acid hits and mushrooms from stem to tip the cap and all that shameless hitting bongs drunken singin songs so shameless can you blame them for blamin this? this mess in mental distress always compressed and like a spring in a gun ready to explode with force leaving a firey trail to the wound thats inevitably inflicted on myself, im shameless in my inability to care for myself and invest all i got into anothers chest always pushin my envelope and puttin my mind to a test fuck man no womder i cant rest my minds on hyper drive and i cant thrive, its not enlugh for me to just survive im dyin inside, my eyes cryin for help but my mouths sewn shut self reliance is all i got, thus worlds proven to me im the only one whose got my back in the end not you not them not him not her not your friends hell not even you, your will has your back that fire in you to punch back when lifes on the attack use that. dont fade like i did, dont jump onto a grenade to protect people who were the ones that actually pulled the pin and ypu thought they were ypur brothers, listen man not to distance eachother from one another but lately everyones fuckin over they own brother and then screwin they mother, shit im not gonna bother like always no one listens. and peopel ask why my minds filled with so many questions tch never got answered. like how to have pride. instead of just be shameless.