Dead Flowers  I found your old diary  In that shack by the sea  You would write down for hours All the dead flowers you'd seen  Reminded you of me    I found that letter you wrote me  The one that you hid in your coat  Undelivered, unread, I discarded the envelope, to live on You were there when I lost control  You were there when they tortured my soul  For all the things that you contend with  You still made a promise to me, hope to keep me You were there when I parted the oceans  You were there when I fell to my knees  But now the enemy attacks  You were the first to turn your back and you Left this scene  Are you out there?, Are you out there?  I thought I heard you calling  The bombs were falling like rain  In the streets of all the fallen  We damned ourselves to walk in the flames, you would stay  Well I swore to you that you'd always find me  When I hold that 45 to my brain  It's no less than I deserve  Now this shack is all of you that remains, fire away.  You were there when I lost control  You were there when they tortured my soul  For all the things that you contend with  You still made a promise to me, hope to keep  You were there when I parted the oceans  You were there when I fell to my knees  But now the enemy attacks  You were the first to turn your back   Left to scream  Are you out there?, Are you out there?  Cause you're not here  With my tears lost to the rain  I'll never see your face again  I found your old diary  In our sacred place by the sea  I can see how dead flowers  Would always remind you of me in that cemetary  You were there when I lost control  You were there when they tortured my soul  For all the things that you contend with  You still made a promise to me, hope to keep  You were there when I parted the oceans  You were there when I fell to my knees  But now the enemy attacks  You turn fifty shades of black as I bleed, Answer me  Are you out there?, Are you out there?  Are you out there?, Somewhere?  Hold on, hold on  You're gone