Im calming down quiet a bit let me take my time. Ill be coming down in a min i might be losing my mind. I promise this game I will quit it It ain't worth my life For now it's worth living now that I have you in sight. I was on hyper speed until you came around. I would never sleep I would be all over town I was moving so fast running away from my problems that I'd have to slow down at insane amounts just to solve em Believe me, I know I suck and I always seem like I'm deceiving. But I swear I've had it tough my head is fucked up and it's gonna take a min to relieve me. Believe me. Please don't give up I can see myself changing although I don't feel like I'm enough don't let that change how you see me I want you to feel my love I mean to the full extent before you up and leave me. love me or so ive heard.... but how deep does it go? Cause it seems to me that it barely seeps below the surface yeah the way youre so quick to shut me out it has me hurtin what's the purpose of the times we had that were so beautiful. Were +they not worth it...? Im scared that you'll be quick to forget i exist I try to play it cool but it kills me inside when it hits. I wish this would just quit I'll submit im over it please forgive me for i have been nothing but shit. I reminisce. About the days we first met and how quick we were to commit my heart was a empty pitt.... Til i met you and i let you inside of it. Baby im not tryna split. Really give it some thought am i that bad? Youre being harsh as fuck on me when im sad. Walking on eggshells these days youre always mad. Do i put you through that much hell cause baby youre the closest to heaven ive ever had. I cant stand the way you let it simmer. Until it over flows like you ruined dinner I try to stir the pot so it gets thicker. You must like to boil over. Thats what makes you bitter. Just so you know youre the winner. There were days spend being silent you win that game cause it makes me vi olent. I cant stand the way i see you cryib How else am I supposed to feel when you're indecisive about my existence? Do you want me in your life or not maybe it's you who lacks persistance I have never stopped loving you. I am on your side more than you know. But my habits that have inhabited my mind and it showed ftom a