I miss my bro, its been a minute Im hoping he can make here this year for christmas So je not feeling so alone in the coldest time of winter this year i know will differ No tears for him to sniffle Freezing into crystals his Homelessness is making my emotions thicken Im Not to no one gentle besides my girl but she also make me mental I try to pray for him tho, so maybe he would settle when i know the devil will hear this better he far away tho i might just have to get em fly on jet cuz this Shit so fucken stressfull he got potential Maybe moms Should have never been so fucken selfish her drinking was like elephant my brother in her belly shit now she  finding it hard to avoid the product Im positive that drugs done took her soul from her my father dipped whatever learned of his name at ten if i remember its funny i met him in a cell did 4 months together Having an alcaholic mom, especially for dean most times neglected dont get me wrong i love my moms relentless It is just that she done fucked up  my bro is all i worry  i am scared of what expected his self respect is unaccepted The way he going death will come to get em Straight up corrupted its tuff now im reluctantly productive because of this On top of that i may erupt for nothing quick because of this it got him lost within hearing voices in his conscience he tells me it is gramma talking shit is scary and he honest No thoughts of progress No godly logic He walking on a path so quickly to destruction he told me he feels nothingness He plummeting like comet towards this rubble I notice he not bluffing His emotion lost he suffering Feeling low my heart be pumping so my assumption look for purpose find good company find a honey who loyal and trusting something to escape from it i worry  i am scared of what expected his self respect is unaccepted The way he going death will come to get em Straight up