i'm not living i'm suving in this empty world. i try make things right sometime they end up going wrong what can i say it same way i feel. then i end up stressing make me mad. sometimes i try stay happy something come crashing on me make me sad. why why do these things happen why why cant be happy instead living in world of regerts. i try move forward but it hard for me feel like never reach the end. why does life feel like going repeat it self why cant i be happy why do have live in life of fear and hatred now as time goes life past im happy for one more day.