I wanna leave but i cant let go im on the side but i want to be in the front, i aint got time for everyones talkin i dont want to talk, cause i tried talking but all the words that left my mouth were excuses and lies, i cant deny i got a thing for the boy next to the window, you might call me a dyke or crazy, but i gotta say i dont give a shit cause you cant change love unless your hearts been broken You tried to change me in diffrent ways, ignoring, lookin away, not respondin, but why gotta not say this to my face? I tried to be nice i took interest in the thing that you like, i dont want no otha guys, but how you gonna try and push me away? The one thing i asked im my life, was your eyes meeting with mine, ig if you never wanted that then our future was never alined Im like a broken pencil if i cant write the way in suppose to how am i going to go on? I hear you in the back rapin bout weed and hoes, so why wont you look in my playlist? I know i aint the girl you have your eyes on, i know i gotta temper, and i talk to much why wont you see thing my way? I mean c'mon, ive tried i do the same crack head shit you do, but here again i sit alone hopin some one hears my jokes and my songs but then again who wants to listion? But then again i still hear the boy next to the window, filled with pride i wish i had that in me but this is the way ill live my life, ive hoped that that boy would hear me, or talk to me, but he got his group but i aint got mine, if you dont talk then hell man why am i rymin? So dear boy next to the window, ill be waiting for you i still have those thoughts about meeting in the store but how are you going to live? Ill be here waiting I guess the way i look at you is different from the way you look at me, but ive tried hard to get want i have and what i need, but a "pretty face" and good grades will never get you happiness, but getting above gravity will make you immortal, im sorry for the way i take my steps and the way you take yours, but i aint sorry for loving someone like you, i ask you a mere question and you take hesitation and wont do anything, so after words i got To wait a while But when that day comes ill stand arms a side. And getting a reply Ive been lying to my family ive been lying to the councilors saying you stood up for me, all you do is stand by barely texting me, wow lets run it by everyone whats Going through my mind thats so fucked up but still you and ya niggas be talking there for each other i wish id have had that, you cant walk away from that, who says that i not going to be a bad girl friend? I would've smoked to do what you want me too, the games? Why not? Weed? Ive dreamt of it, but you liking me? Cant happen I want to come up and ask you "is this seat taken?" Hoping youll say something i wanna hear, but im too much of a pussy and thats a mans job but you aint the type of persom to ask that you cant have the confidence to have a life so great, ive tried helping, but whats there to do? I mean if you dont like the way i talk dont respond youve been doing a hell of a job, but once you know this i can sleep better, ill wait for you until i got my name on a platter