Blood loss cos the life inside me is striping away. Stay they say you'll be ok. Just hold on for another day. You sway back and forth fighting the pain that's driving you insane. Pouring from your sores. Close the doors of despair. Waking drenched clenched by the fever thats leaking from you'r beaver. Shaking legs quaking all over my body's aching. Mind is racing Craving someone or something to help with the despaire your feeling. Feeling like your crawling on the ceiling. Like that scene in train spotting with the baby. Damn girl your going fucking crazy. Hazy waves are coming over you. If you just hold on you will pull through. You have been through worse you tell yourself. Blood loss inside me is stripping away. Spending almost £10 in tesco. Yellow the colour of my skink. Yet again hearing im getting thin. Sitting quitting all responsibilities Liabilities. Hiding riding out the storm that's brewing inside me. Stewing bubbling away. Hey this won't last forever don't quit you weren't raised to submit. Submit to the demon that's thriving inside of you. Running it's claws through your insides. Scratching hatching like birds from an egg. Wrecking your mind like a tornado. Ripping feeling like you're tripping. Gripping the last piece of insanity you might have. Gas this to shall pass. Blood loss cos the life inside me is striping away. Stay they say you'll be ok. Just hold on for another day. You sway back and forth fighting the pain that's driving you insane. Pouring from your sores. Close the doors of despair.