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Dreams Crackin Backwards

Dreams Crackin Backwards

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03 Oct 2019

"Its dope that kept me from danglin from a rope, it shifted my focus off the shit that left me broke and hopeless, was healing. OH SHIT! Didnt kno it was jus a temporary feeling. sending me wearily weeping. My soul got frozen. Tho I dont show it. I Didnt kno itd be the thing that would defeat me leavin' my heart bleedin only to unfreeze me, leavin me wit more grief & barely breathin. Believe me. I wish I was deceased see. Unfortunately it had Me Leaping. Didnt think it was bad & actually leading me thru this infinitel blissful abyss with a twitchy wrist tryna get lit but i cant find mu fuckin bic. as sit flailin from this shit gettin pissed. & heart pumpin like a piston. wish i coulda seen it in the muthafuckin distance. I guarantee I wouldnt be in-between this shit & existence. Woulda turned back around quick in an instance. shoulda never taken that first hit then. Gettin Lit Ta Fix it, But this fix couldnt fix shit, It no longer gets me lifted. High, but on the bottom is where I kicks it. Lost and forgotten. Its Hell & Troubled. In the melted down puddle I slipped in Juggalo. Druggalo. Struggling double tho. Now 16 years later, I still aint quit it. NOPE. Tho its now the dope thats broken all my hope. And its the dope thats got me searching for this rope. My backs against the ropes. Hurt n thats Its like it has me cornered. Paranoid Personality Disorder, Everyone I know givin me the cold shoulder. Im startin to grow cold , Its only gettin colder. HEART Fighting LIKE im BATMAN, Brain Laughin like im the joker. Why So Serious, Im Deliriously trapped inside my loker."©®™

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5 years ago

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5 years ago

"Its dope that kept me from danglin from a rope, it shifted my focus off the shit that left me broke and hopeless, was healing. OH SHIT! Didnt kno it was jus a temporary feeling. sending me wearily weeping. My soul got frozen. Tho I dont show it. I Didnt kno itd be the thing that would defeat me leavin' my heart bleedin only to unfreeze me, leavin me wit more grief & barely breathin. Believe me. I wish I was deceased see. Unfortunately it had Me Leaping. Didnt think it was bad & actually leading me thru this infinitel blissful abyss with a twitchy wrist tryna get lit but i cant find mu fuckin bic. as sit flailin from this shit gettin pissed. & heart pumpin like a piston. wish i coulda seen it in the muthafuckin distance. I guarantee I wouldnt be in-between this shit & existence. Woulda turned back around quick in an instance. shoulda never taken that first hit then. Gettin Lit Ta Fix it, But this fix couldnt fix shit, It no longer gets me lifted. High, but on the bottom is where I kicks it. Lost and forgotten. Its Hell & Troubled. In the melted down puddle I slipped in Juggalo. Druggalo. Struggling double tho. Now 16 years later, I still aint quit it. NOPE. Tho its now the dope thats broken all my hope. And its the dope thats got me searching for this rope. My backs against the ropes. Hurt n thats Its like it has me cornered. Paranoid Personality Disorder, Everyone I know givin me the cold shoulder. Im startin to grow cold , Its only gettin colder. HEART Fighting LIKE im BATMAN, Brain Laughin like im the joker. Why So Serious, Im Deliriously trapped inside my loker."©®™

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