#thugzmansionremix #memorialremix Dedicated to my grandmother...my rock. Keep whipping it in the kitchen. I feel like I need to do something proper for you, because there's a lot of words left unsaid, so many things I could never express, but hell....I'm gonna give it a shot, because you deserve to know, how incredibly special you are, so nana, this one's for you. I remember walking in the kitchen, with that gleam in your eye, now I'm walking in the kitchen, just thinking you died, it's hard to form these words, every letter I cry, but I can't set this aside, you were the rock in my life, you taught me not to give a fuck, but always have compassion, be the light in darkened places, but don't succumb to the madness, but your only an image, and fills me with sadness, you're still the greatest woman ever, with a G status, you always listened to my problems, when I thought no one was there, at my darkest point in life, you showed me that you cared, it's hard to lean upon others, when you're just too well aware, but you never judged my reasons, just said you'd be there, but you're not now, and it's hard now, to spit this, let it all out, but now you in a winnabego, all chromed out, cooking with grandpa, go wile out, and when I get there, let's ride out. Ain't no place I'd rather be Chil'ren, dead homies and family Sky high, iced out paradise, in the sky Ain't no place I'd rather be Only place that's right for me Chromed out mansion in paradise, in the sky When they said it was bad, I knew it was the real deal, so I ran home and packed, the hope was a cheap thrill, I was too late cause I was mad, and that's the hardest part to heal, I'll have it etched upon my soul, and now it's really hard to feel, fuck I couldn't even cry, until halfway through the funeral, because I was so fucking guarded, keeping the memories like numerals, So I could focus on breathing, you're unstoppable, your never leaving, but now your gone, and I'm still reaching, where you at, wait I know, you're making snowmen in the snow, eating all the greasy food you love and more, and more than ever I just wanna hug you though, I mean all of you, not a broken cold corpse, but I can't and that's the hardest part, still #1 within my heart, I'm just so glad your pain free, good luck on a brand new start, you and grandpa go dance the night away, and one day I'll come and stay. Ain't no place I'd rather be Chil'ren, dead homies and family Sky high, iced out paradise, in the sky Ain't no place I'd rather be Only place that's right for me Chromed out mansion in paradise, in the sky