I just wanna fuckin cry I just wanna fuckin die put a knife up In my eye,maybe I'll just slit my throat baby this is not no joke. on my blood wanna choke. on God I needa smoke smoke...smoke... everything is fuckin lame,everyday is the same I'm so sick of the pain, I'm so tired of my brain all this shit is drives me insane sorry to sound so savear but I feel the end is near. everything becoming clear everyday I have this fear that I'm going to die all because suicide. everything is fucked up an I don't know were to start,everything is fucked up an I am lost in the dark , everything is fucked up an i cant feel my heart. suicide suicide I be contemplating suicide suicide suicide everyday I wanna die suicide suicide I be contemplating suicide suicide suicide. you are my universe I swear to god this shit hurts,I dont wanna see you in a hurse. I just wanna make you mine, I pry to God that is fine I'll love you till the end of time. you'll never have to second guess I'll put all your worries to rest I swear to god your the best. everyday a constant struggle on god I try to hustle never to find my way out the trenches always back up in the ditches nowhere near my fuckin riches so I burned all my bridges. ask me if I'm okay I'll say that I'm fine but can you really read between the lines. everything is a fuckin lie I cant escape my mind suicide suicide do I wanna live or die, will I levitate to the pearly white gate, or will I fall to the darkest gates as above so below you know how it go. I'll be fine as I walk that really thin line. I gotta keep a piece of mine otherwise I'll end up diein. All girls are the same this shit drives me insane its always running through my brain never to trust again. never to give my heart, to be apart of something beautiful everything about love is ridiculed when it use to be something beautiful, lust obsession vengeance envy love is now something lost an empty it's a fuckin pitty.