edge right now i wish that i could say im proud im sorry that i let you down, let you down all these voices in my head get loud i wish that i could shut them out im sorry that i let you down, la-la-let you down my heads been thinking, telling me im never really good enough, making it tough just to get up in the morning, wanting to go out, do some stuff, feeling its not worth it, making up excuses, telling me to put it off, to not give a damn of the things around me, trying to make me wanna go and hurt myself. I'm in a spiral, losing myself to voices, telling me to make wrong choices, making me feel hopeless, feel so lifeless, that theres nothing to believe in, but in things that harm me, as a disappointment, not wanting to take it anymore, and for those around me, I'm saying sorry. feels like im on the edge right now i wish that i could say im proud im sorry that i let you down, let you down all these voices in my head get loud i wish that i could shut them out im sorry that i let you down, la-la-let you down