Can thing straight Maybe even the words I am to speak Would seem fake I aint feeling good I didn't even write this while I'm feeling real good But if rap be the food the soul Soothe me as it should But I could Escape this feeling I'm feeling But I need really good healing Cause I can never heal myself the wounds I bee feeling The emotion is too touchy Emotion up in my mind Is what I couldn't clear even in moments of despair Maybe I should smoke all my troubles away Up into thin air It'll only be fair Maybe It may be what is really need For GOD so loved me Now be wishing that I do the same Sacrifice what I really love But I've come to realise that I'm only human You man Be what you want to be See what you wanna see Live how you wanna live Your life is one that you have chosen Got class or not But to talk about me I supposed I suffered from brain distortion Try live up to my dreams Not live down to my fears Live happyily ever before the after Cause life can never guarantee you Forever before the after