this story of silent kid Amma tell you bout ma my life where I came from and where headed music kept me going music gave me hope for a better life fake homies got me mixed up in drugs and alcohol I don't blame they didn't put a gun on ma head I chose it I chose to be the bad egg and ruin ma future and mess it all up my world started to be dark I couldn't even recognize myself in the mirror but I knew had to change but still remained a messed up kid cause I didn't know where to start 100 attempts to try and change but I failed it's the story of switcher_li grab a chair it's long one all my friends came into my life and just left it's like amma door am open to everyone I witnessed a lot things at a younger age things that kids aren't supposed to know my mama when I was fifteen years old I got Bewitched started seeing things that don't exist started loosing sleep I didn't want everyone to know I was troubled messed up so I acted like an animal a kid seeking attention when I didn't get it I tried to commit suicide just wanted to die leave this world but it all changed when I realized the poverty I lived in had To change had to switch up for the better and for ma family cause they dependent on me to be the bread winner so as the pressure built up i didn't know. wat to do I took the easy way out and joined a malicious group all they did was kill and kill people one day they gave me a task to kill my family I said I can't do so split without even saying gud bye to the king heard about my departure he was angry he was furious he wanted me there cause I was the perfect vessel you can choose to believe it or not this ma story Amma tell it the way I know how