I think all young dead guys and allso they was my friends also., do I like or want that. fuch that no did not. Mut i was also victim young heroin user and i was sell that shit too. But That happened a long time ago why you plame still me? Nobody never die on my watch. But when they use Else where that different story. I know they can blame me becouse im dealer and they kid or cousing get died. But still i live and be free. You can do that. If that helps you but i think that eint help you at all. I still carring scars what i do rest of my life. Im not bad guy i was then like 20years old and junkie my self. So what you think I can do different in that time. I No what i am. Truth is im Not a bad guy i tried live different ways. But Allways thats was heavy weight battle with ny own demons. Now finally i win that war in now is time for resurecction what i still want. This life is not for me anymore. Too tired to be living dead and finally o started i life