I was gonna make this song so I didn't hurt anyone but I've been hurting my whole life so yea To my mother You showed up to my dad's funeral looking for me You didn't even try to give my dad an apology So you aren't gonna get one from me As a Christian I've been taught to forgive So I'll give you that, but I'll never forget the crap you put my family through You could have been a mother but because you didn't why do I gotta suffer When my dad died I got a lot tougher Because I knew he couldn't protect me from you I just hope I can show you I will never needed you but I think that's something I think you already knew To my dad I just found out about what happened I want you to know I'm not mad and thank you for all you did for me With out you I might be dead lying in a pit The things you did to help people I will never forget I just wish more people did stuff to help you I'll remember things you said to make me a better person I just hope I made you proud But I wish you could see me now To, well you know who you are  You can try to put me down or break me But you can't break what's already broken That's my main slogan You people made my heart frozen You could have been my friend but you choose this path You look down on me like I'm some sort of psychopath Just because I try to be friends with everyone Yea Imma little anti social But at least I don't do drugs Because I'm not going out like that Not trying to look like a thug To my friends I'll always be by your side though the thick and the thin I'll treat you like your my sibling I'll die for you hell I'll even cry when you need me to But don't turn on me Not being rude but this is a forewarning Because mess with me then when you need my help don't expect any I know many people and some are friends But very few I call family That few is four and don't expect anymore I was gonna say something to someone I once cared about more than my dad But it's better I don't make them sad or myself, I'm depressed enough I guess that's most of my dark side Time to find some light