i woke up this morning i wasnt myself. she told me she cheated i didnt even care.i looked to the sky like thanks for the help.i care about you but in love with myself. i rush to her friend not catching my breath before i explained she ripped off my belt she told me shut up i told her come here and that was the day i left my heart on a shelf i just need you and nobody else i have been down when nobody helped. it was 1qq wall about u like fuck how i felt. we suppose to be partners thru poor and thru wealth you want to be seen i want to be felt when they speak on the real. im one of them left. my friends never last and my family for self. i feel i was cheated with the hand that was dealt 3walkin in a world that so cold so cold that its frozen the rain. dont nobody care and it shows wile im living with this mf pain 😱i turn to my right i turn to my left im hearing the voices and nobody there the door just slammed and open it self i go up 2 check and nobody there the world is so cold when alone by yourself just looking for comfort and nobody there.the crowd in your corner you look to for help. you thought they was with you but it aint nobody's f there not living a life full of regrets taking my pain and making a check .give me the curse and i smile like im blessed living my life but praying for death .running the town aint losing my breath.shine in the light in the dark im possessed. feeling alone aint nobody there at peace with the world. at war with myself. trusting in god and nobody else. from all of the heat its making me melt. it wasn't my fault just the hand i was dealt. im not blaming no one for killing myself. 😱i turn to my right i turn to my left im hearing the voices and nobody there the door just slammed and open it self i go up 2 check and nobody there the world is so cold when alone by yourself just looking for comfort and nobody there.the crowd in your corner you turn to for help that time that you need them its nobody there walking in a world that's was so cold so cold that it frozen the rain