Feelings (bad english)

am i getting crazy? I'm lost but i take it really Take a step getting back.. stab in your back, it hurts like hell Ain't no respect People are fake these days On the gram, and not in your face Not my business but it's hard to see Sometimes hard to breath, you not feeling free And there's bad luck and that That's maybe life, but it happens so much, no one by your side So you think and you think, then you wanna die, got the family here, don't want to say good bye